| Killing Time |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|03:30 pm] |
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| | Kiss The Girl-Rockapella | ] | 1) Comment and I'll respond with something random about you. 2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. 4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5) I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8) Post this in your livejournal, if you want. |
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| Ready |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
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| | Aint as Good As I Once Was | ] | Well i just got home from Kalamazoo, and it was a fun and interesting weekend. Went up to get some things in order, but more so to some people i havent seen in a while and relax and have fun, which i did. Got up there friday, Brock got the keg drank there and and at the neighbor's and had some friends over and that was a nice night. Other than Jeff almost got intoa fight with those dame dipshits again. Then i didnt wake up till like 1 the next day was gonna go swimming but the whole constant rain and thunder all day put a damper on that. Later on i ended up gettin bad heart burn and not going out, finally jeff and gabe dragged me out to see the fantastic 4 movie at midnight, which was good. The bad part was the popcorn made the stomach worse. Ended up feeling horrible. Thankfully i woke up today feeling great. Went over to the old apt and got my final things outta there. It was weird to see it sooo empty, but that is what happens when u move out lol. Well now i have another wonderful week of working now. I dunno what is going on this weekend i might b goign to New York to Joe's Cottage, maybe K-zoo again, and possibly stayign in the D for the weekend so we'll have to see. |
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| Fun In Da Sun |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|12:17 am] |
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| | Moulin Rouge Soundtrack | ] | Well today wa nice. Started off kinda slow cause it was a discussion class in the morning, and when you have a room full of theatre people giving opinions there are bound to be major ego clashes(which i always find fun to watch). Then the day got fun, on the ride home Rusty wanted to go to South Haven, i said hell yea cause i had never been. I tried getting a few other people to go, but the only person who ended up goign was prescot. Let me just say the beach was awesome. I dont think i have been on a beach in prolly close to a year, and it had been way tooo long. It was great just being out ont he sand, and playing in the water. The only drawback was after about an hour all of us had a cravin for grilled hot dogs lol. Got back to K-zoo and then rusty, sky, and i went up to play some basketball for a while(again i was reminded why i suck at that game), and that was fun even though i lost. Came home went and took a dip in the pool, made some pasta, and then did laundry for the rest of the night, which was fine by me cause i was exhausted. All in all it was a great night. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:00 pm] |
Well one more question game i like these......
1. What color pants are you wearing? Khaki 2. What are you listening to? VH1 in the background 3. Soup or salad? Soup 4. What was the last thing you ate? goldfish (the crackers) 5. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? navy blue 6. Weather right now? Muggy and windy 7. Last person you talked to on the phone? Dina 8. Do you like the person who gave this to you? noooooo lol, jk i love ya Jamie 9. How are you today? recovering from a little scruffle last night, lets just say there are some bruises(however you spell it) 10. Favorite drink? water 11. Favorite alcoholic drink? gin and tonic 12. Favorite sports? football and lacrosse 13. Hair colour? brown wiht highlights 14. Do you wear contacts? yes 15. Siblings and their ages? Matt-17, James-14 16. Last movie you watched? Return of the Pink Panthern 17. Favorite day of the year? Christmas, cause everyone should be happy 18. Are you too shy to ask someone out? No, but it takes a while for me to get up the nerve 19. Summer or winter? SUmmer as long as there is air conditioning and a pool or lake lol 20. Living arrangement? apartment with one of my best friends 21. Book you are reading? no books but tons of scripts too mahy to keep track 22. Whats on your mouse pad? my mouse 23. Favorite board game? monopoly 24. What did you do last night? partied with my cousins, then got into a lil fight 25. Favorite smells? My grandma's house 26. Can you touch your nose with your tounge nope 27. What inspires you? my inner drive and my parents 28. Plain or salted popcorn? salted with some butter 29. Favorite car??? the mustang of course 30. Favorite flower? the tulip 31. How many keys are on you ring? 7 32. Who would you hate to be trapped in a room with? brandon... lol jk 33. 7-up or sprite? sprite 34. Coffee?? yes but decaf 35. Favorite cologne? Very sexy 2 by vicotria secret 36. Dogs or cats? dogs 37. Favorite place to visit? NY city right now cause there are too many shows i wanna see |
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| We'll Go To Mexico |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | Good to go to Mexico-Toby Kieth | ] | WOW, today was riot, and i needed it. I went to a water park with some friends and ti was one of the best ideas i had heard in a LOOOOOONNGG time. I dont thinki had been to a water park since my last time to disney which was 4 years ago. So it was a wonderful change. Props to Prescott for the idea. The only weird part was that the average aget here was about 10, lol. But it was all good cause it was such a fun time. The whole place was fun, cept i lost in putt-putt grrrrrrrrr. But no seriously i am very glad i went.
On a different note the new play class is goign really well, i love both of the parts i have right now. They are really alot of fun, and the one is veyr challenging, and while i might fail at it, it will be a good exercise in expanding my abilities. UMMMMMMM, other than that not too much else is goign on. OOhh wait just rememeber at n e given point in time it is 5'o'clock somewhere. |
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| NO Stranger to Shame |
[May. 29th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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| | I Dont Know- Uncle Kracker | ] | Hey howdy and all that. I dunno not too much to say, its memorial day weekend, and i do have to work today, but thankfully i have monday off. Soo i have been thinking again, dangerous i know. Did you ever notice in the scene in Forrest Gump how much occurs while he waits, then when he finally gets where he wants its not what he expects, but not say something worse, just different. I often wonder about that, and how no matter how we try and plan things, they always seem to take us to places we never knew we would go. Yea, well i dunno take it for what you want i was just thinking lol. Oh and Jack Nicholson is by far my favorite movie star of all time the more i watch the more i like, and i dont think there has ever been anyone "cooler" than Jack, nor will there ever be again, although i might just give hima fun for his money over in tinseltown. And if ya allwanna know where im at in my mind right now listen to the song i am by Uncle Kracker extremly incitful.
P.S. I have lost the ability to spell it seems lol |
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| too fucking funny |
[May. 26th, 2005|12:41 pm] |
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| | Ray Charles & Billy Joel duet | ] | im sorry i saw these and had to put them i here
| Your Star Wars Pickup Line | "Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care what you smell!" |
| Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line |
"Who's your Jedi master? WHO'S your Jedi Master?" |
Star Wars Horoscope for Libra |
You are on a lifelong pursuit of justice and determined to succeed. You convey the art of persuasion through force. You always display your supreme intelligence. You have a great talent in obtaining balance between yourself and your surroundings.
Star wars character you are most like: Obi Wan Kenobie |
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| fun |
[May. 26th, 2005|12:34 pm] |
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| | Jack Johnson | ] | You guys can decide which one is more me but i thought it was fun
| BILL |
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Bewitching |
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Irresistible |
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Lively |
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Luxurious |
| WILLIAM |
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Wacky |
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| Can u say sunburnt |
[May. 22nd, 2005|11:25 pm] |
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| | Ray Charles | ] | Well after two depressing entries im feeling back to my old self again, which is nice. I went home for the weekend and i think that had alot to do with it. It was nice, not as relaxign as i would hope, but it was nice. I was glad to see alot of friends that i havent been able to in a long time. I was more happy to finally get to see my lil bro play lacrosse. He is a frosh and made the jv team, which only lost one game last year, and two this year. I was really impressed witht he lil bugger, he plays a bit soft but he was good. So that was fun, what wasnt is that i got burnt as hell wathing his game, then had to go home and help install the new patio. But hey what is family for, if nothing else than free labour. But i was glad to get to go to my other brothers bachelorrette mass, however u spell it. I was kinda weird to see him in the graduation cap and gown and it made me feel a bit old. But i was really proud of him. The only draw back to the whole weekend was that i didnt get to really see my grandma,excpet for mass and brunch afterwards. But she still managed to load me up with goodies. But the biggst plus of all was that i got to bring up my golf clubs, so hopefully i can ge my game back into shape, cause wheni went friday, to say the least it wasnt. But im gettin tired so i think im gonna hit it soon. So untill next time.
T T F N |
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| Wise |
[May. 19th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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| | Imperial March | ] | Every once and a while you have to look at urself and exam what u r really doing. I think i have been doing this for the past few weeks. The strange part is that i dont exactly know right now. I have been examing every aspect of my life, career, family, friends, etc... and im not sure if i am making the right choices. For the longest time i lived my life living up to what everyone else expected of me, and things worked really well, but i knew i would never be personally fulfilled. Now that i am away i have been doing things according to "my" way, and im finding that, that path doesnt seem to be the right one either. I know what i want/need outta life to be "happy/fulfilled" or whatever you want to call it. But im not sure if that is truly attainable. So what does that mean? ..............
I wish i knew. Im not sure. I know at this point I am commanding my own course, the dilemma seems to be im not sure what course that is. So i guess when i spoke before of feeling like a pawn that was wrong. The best analogy would be a ship at sea that has no compass and there are about 4 different stars that all seem to be the north star. So which do i follow if any? Or should i wait for the sun to rise in the east in order to find my way. I just dont know. I guess im just at a crossroads.
I dunno if this made n e sense at all, and please dont write and tell you know how i feell blah blah blah, cause no offense but that is all bull shit. I guess i just wrote this to get my own thoughts of feeling on to something so they dont stew and make me go nuts. Again this is not a reach out for sympathy or n e thing like that, it is simply a reflection put into writing, so please the only thing i ask is that you forget u read this. |
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| Outta Wack |
[May. 16th, 2005|12:17 pm] |
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| | silence | ] | You ever get the feeling that things are just spinning round and round and round and u never have n e control over them??? yea i know the feeling. I dunno i may just rant and rave here but damnit i will if i want to. I dunno what exactly it is that has got me in this funk. I know im sick of being broke, sick of having my ears all fucked up. I think htat is really it, casue untill i get this fixed it is screwing up my workout schedule. PLus im sick of being broke, cause that is screwing up my eating schedule and havent been able to eat the way that i want to. Then there school work. I have one fucking class and cannot seem to find the energy to do it, so i feel like a jackass about that. Basically im sick of feeling like i have no control over n e thing in my life, i feel like a pawn in a game of chess and i fucking hate that. Alright well now i feel like a panzy for writing all this in here, soo whatever... peace out. |
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| fun |
[May. 11th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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| | dancing in the moonlight | ] | table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td> </td><td> You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.
Peter Pan | | 94% | Goofy | | 88% | The Beast | | 69% | Cinderella | | 69% | Ariel | | 63% | Pinocchio | | 50% | Donald Duck | | 44% | Cruella De Ville | | 44% | Sleeping Beauty | | 44% | Snow White | | 38% | </td></tr>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com</table> |
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| what the hell |
[May. 8th, 2005|03:23 pm] |
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| | Ray Charles | ] | Firstly happy mothers day to all the mom's out there, especially mine, I love her to death. Hopefully u wre able to spend the day with your mom's, i felt horrible that i couldnt. But oh well.
Well this morning started off weird to say the least. Woke up and realized that i was sleeping in jeff's bed, cause apparently i stumbled in there last night, but whatever that aitn no biggie. The fun started when ta-da!!!! I got another one of those not-so-lovely panic attacks. I was really pissed casue i havent had one in a long time and thought that i had kicked them. Alas i was wrong, but i was outta zantax so i had to go to express care and had jeff drive me, and they decided that they were gonna turn me into a guinnee pig and do every test known to man. Let me also say my fear of needles is justified because the nurse who took the blood sample decided that since i have large veins she was gonna use a turkey baster to get the blood, something she had never done before, and lo and behold she fucked it up and it hurt like a bitch. So no i have a giant lump in my left arm grrrrrrr. But the good news is that i am fine and healthy and that was a beautiful thing. But now i have to go see another physician and figure out what is creating these things, and i have a few ideas of what it is but i do not care to go into those here. But in the end what i planned on takking an hour took about 4. Thankyou to jeff for styaing with me through the whole thing. The least i could do was buy him some maggie's breakfest. Sooo yea that brings us to now, and i decided to call into work today because im still a little jitery. Soo who knows i think im gonna go over brians and skys and bar-b-q with them just to get my mind off the whole thing. I think tonight will be a movie and ice cream night maybe have a few people over who knows all right im sick of typing peace out. |
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| IM A BASTARD |
[May. 6th, 2005|01:06 pm] |
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| | "Running Against the Wind"- Bob Segar | ] | Well i didnt keep my promise to myself, and to honest i feel really shitty about it. Im disappointed in myself that i couldnt keep a simple little promise like not drinking for 30 days. Im not going to try to do it again, but needless to say my drinking is in for a big change, as in cutting back. I have decided that i dont like the fact that when i drink i feel the need to just get smashed. I normally do shit that i feel embarrassed about, and ashamed of in the morning. So yea, while i will still drink it will be in small qantities, and few far between. I dont need that shit to have a good time, that i proved to myself over that past few weeks.
Alright enough of that soap box preaching. It is a glorious day outside. Im thinking that golfing or at least the driving range is in order. One thing is for sure im not sitting inside all day.
Another random side note. Im turnign into a housewife. AHHHH!!!!!!! I have been cleanign evryday, and not like little shit, like yesterday i scrubbed my fridge n shit like that. But in truth i dont mind it. I like everything neat and truly clean. It makes me feel good, and i dont mind when people come over now, im not embarrassed about the way shit looks around here.
Oh and while i felt bad about drinking last night. I ended up having a riot at rusty's. I thoought that it was gonnna be shitty thats why i left hte first time, but then Jeff had the idea to go back, and magically there were people there and everyone seemed to have a good time.Alrighty enough of this time to get moving. |
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| 5 Questions |
[May. 4th, 2005|07:04 pm] |
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| | Rod Stewart "Embraceable You" | ] | Well these are the 5 questions Ms. Rachel Engstrom sent me to answer......
1. What is my dream show?? Phantom form Phantom of the Opera, i dont see it happeneing but i would soo kickass in it if given the opportunity.
2. If I could live any where in the world where would it be? Prolly Nashville. The music and energy there is amazing, plus i get all four seasons, and golf about 8 months or more outta the year.
3. How come i give such good hugs?? I dont know, all i can guess is that its because when i give them i mean them. I really always like seeing whoever it is im giving them to.
4. Why theatre? Do any of us really know??? Yes, and to quote Olivier "Look at me, Look at me, Look at me!"
5. Will i coem kidnap her from her boring little town? Yes hun i will. I coem rescue u on a shiny white horse and carry ya away. :)
Well there they are hope ya enjoy them. And good luck to my baby Rachel in her hick-ass town, and thanx for this i really enjoyed it. |
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| I couldnt resist |
[May. 1st, 2005|06:03 pm] |
I couldnt resist putting this in here cause well you would too if it said what it said to you lol. I just find it amusing............. Oh and if you disagree the FUCK YOU lol jk.
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover |

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. |
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| Good Day To B A Piston Fan |
[May. 1st, 2005|05:49 pm] |
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| | I Can Go The Distance | ] | Well it was great to see the pistons pull out a tough playoff vitory, hopefully they will be able to close this seris out when they bring home to detroit on tuesday. Unfortunatly my tiger's lost but ohh well yu cant ask for everyhting. It was nice to have people getting back into town todya. Went over brians for a bit and let me jsut say i will never watch sports on n e thign but HD Tv again.
Yesterday was a lil bit rougher. I wanted to strangle someone lol. When i was at work i broke the photo machine. Let remind everyone that i amt he photo guy at my store so it looks kinda bad when you break the damn machine. After that it just seemed like the whole night took forever. I forgot to take my lunch so by the end of the night i was starving. Then to top it off there wasnt shit going on. Thankfully i called Rusty and me and him went to grab a coffee and then Nylda met us up there too so that was nice cause i was just a lil stressed out. Ended up not going to the party with Rusty cause he wasnt even goign over there till like 3:00 and by that time i was tired as all get out. And thats that. Allrighty kiddies till next time. TTFN |
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| i read this in a friends |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
i think it is true for te most part but i dont quite need t be the center of attention that badly
You Are a Bright Star Soul |

Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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| Show Me The Money!! |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|05:42 pm] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | Georgia On My Mind | ] | Becuase i have none lol. I had to get my turn signals fixed today and that was an expense i wasnt entirely expecting so that really sux. But at least now they do work so i wont be gettin into n e accidents n e time soon. Work was better today but it just long because it is soooooo boring but im starting to get to know people better and they all seem to be decent enough. I think i was just tired because i ended up being the chaufer for all of my drunken friends last night,which i was fine with. It was the drunken calls at 3:30 am when i had to be up by 7 that made me wanna hurt someone. I guess i cant really be mad becuase i know i have done it to other people before. All right well now i am exhausted even after my nap and need to go out to a party tonight i think, even though i cant drink. So who knows what goin on tonight. But thats all for now. |
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| It Took Long Enough |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
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| | Elton John | ] | Well lets see its only took me till 3:35 to be able and ready to face the day lol. Needless to say the mornign started off ruff. I woke up and my ear pressure was back which was thowing my whole system outta wack. So then i had to take the damn anti-biotics which wind me up like a fucking top. Then i remembered that i had to try adn fix my car cause my turn signals were not working. I failed at that too. So i decided to have a pity party formyself and watch movies. I did that for a movie and a half and couldnt take beign a waste of space and talked to Dina who smacked me in the perverbial mouth and told me to gt moving so i did. Got showered and went out to grab a coffee and a walk. Let me just say it did wondes for me. Sometimes you can forget how nice it is to just sit on a park bench and watch the world go by. I was truly taken back and at that moment my probs seemed tiny, and thats where i am at now. I am feeling good and ready to face the day. Lets just hope for once there is something happenin in Kalamazoo cause until everyone gets back up here it can be rather boring.
PS- my not drinking thing has been goign really well, and i really think i will be proud of myself once i am done. |
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